this week.... kinda sucked balls for my diet.
check in first:
1080
1238
1020
1000<i forgot to count calories at dinner today so im rounding up>
1140
1186
while its still close to my limit, going over at all means im getting lax. last week id been sticking around the 80-900 range.
last friday id been out shopping, and eaten at a restaurant that was SUPER UNHEALTHY. so i went over. this week friday, my mom made pizza QQ
ate 1000 calories worth. terrible!
today after the pizza i felt all kinds of heavy so i just a minute ago did my usual calesthenic crap. pushups, lunges, situps and crunches, normal stuff i can do at home
wish i had a scale.......
Friday, January 13, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Oh. Oops.
I've been keeping track of how many calories I've been eating in a journal. I'd count here, but the blogger 'signyououtandloginasagmailaccount' thing doesn't make my computer happy.
ANYWAY, I've been posting about my goals and such, and as I'm seven days into my diet, thought I'd give a check in.
Basically what I've done to keep track of calories is write everything i eat, and afterwards use an app on my ipod to find out how much I've eaten. here are the results for week one:
1856
1318
1270
981
1002
895
its been going down really steadily from almost 3k a day <badbadbad> but I noticed something. I'm not supposed to go under1k, because its really really unhealthy in the long run. and since I've been working out a little, I'm essentially eating WAY less than is healthy. and not feeling it at all D:
I hope I'm not setting myself up for an Eating disorder ;^;
on another note, I'm teaching myself Swedish. Its trucking difficult.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Wierder then Expected
seriously. day 3 and i had a cup of rice with veggies and a boiled egg for breakfast and im so full i want to die. how is this possible ; ;
also figured this is a good time for my actual goals.
1k calories a day
3 bottles of water/day
try to do any working out (</3)
vituminz
only 1k calories even though i know it isnt healthy because i know myself and i know my will power. 1k is not a lot, and i usually end up about 14, 13, or 12k. ;3
bottle water is hard because #1, im germophobic and the cups in my house arent fucking clean. i have one water bottle i refill from time to time but ive had to pee 5/6 times a day instead of 1/2 like when i drank 3 sodas
wtf yo.
also, going to start pics soon, just gotta figure out how im going about it.
also figured this is a good time for my actual goals.
1k calories a day
3 bottles of water/day
try to do any working out (</3)
vituminz
only 1k calories even though i know it isnt healthy because i know myself and i know my will power. 1k is not a lot, and i usually end up about 14, 13, or 12k. ;3
bottle water is hard because #1, im germophobic and the cups in my house arent fucking clean. i have one water bottle i refill from time to time but ive had to pee 5/6 times a day instead of 1/2 like when i drank 3 sodas
wtf yo.
also, going to start pics soon, just gotta figure out how im going about it.
Monday, January 2, 2012
So I'm starting a diet
>< new years resolutions yo
-diet
-learn to drive
-find a career
-get a new case for my computer and buy a better cpu and fans
so many fans
anyway. going from 'eat all the foods' to 1000 calorie limit. i dont care if it takes me all year but I WILL BE SKINNY GODDAMNIT.
and then ill go shopping with all the money i saved from not eating. but my sodas man ; ;
water bottles are so plaaaaaainnn
-diet
-learn to drive
-find a career
-get a new case for my computer and buy a better cpu and fans
so many fans
anyway. going from 'eat all the foods' to 1000 calorie limit. i dont care if it takes me all year but I WILL BE SKINNY GODDAMNIT.
and then ill go shopping with all the money i saved from not eating. but my sodas man ; ;
water bottles are so plaaaaaainnn
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
What I thought of Germany part 5
so, the home stay.
overall, it kind of ruined the trip for me but also, I kind of liked it. basically we went with out partners to school to learn about the differances between american schools and german schools. there were a ton, but thats for a seperate post. basically what i did during the home stay was talk to home on my ipod, meander about Eggenfelden (where we stayed), and make the most of being on my own in a differant country. when we did do group things, like when i and a bunch of other students and their partners took a train to a bigger city, it was generally okay. we'd shop around, get lunch at nice places that werent expensive, that was the biggest shock, how cheap a nice restaurant was! 10 euro and you could have a nice lunch for what in the US would be maybe 20 dollars for somethign less nice. anyway. during the home stay i went to a few parties, had a few drinks, fun stuff. of course we werent allowed to drink, but now that the trips over i think its safe to put out. not like i can get into trouble anymore ;3.
my favorite part of the town was the fact that you could sit outside, out in the road practically, and it was totally normal. the cafes just spilled out into the streets and plazas and cars just drove farther away. very nice and clean, too. i don't think i ever saw any litter, even in slummier places.
most of the other students bonded more with their partners than i did, so that may have been my only problem with the home stay was that i was essentially staying with a stranger v.v
overall, it kind of ruined the trip for me but also, I kind of liked it. basically we went with out partners to school to learn about the differances between american schools and german schools. there were a ton, but thats for a seperate post. basically what i did during the home stay was talk to home on my ipod, meander about Eggenfelden (where we stayed), and make the most of being on my own in a differant country. when we did do group things, like when i and a bunch of other students and their partners took a train to a bigger city, it was generally okay. we'd shop around, get lunch at nice places that werent expensive, that was the biggest shock, how cheap a nice restaurant was! 10 euro and you could have a nice lunch for what in the US would be maybe 20 dollars for somethign less nice. anyway. during the home stay i went to a few parties, had a few drinks, fun stuff. of course we werent allowed to drink, but now that the trips over i think its safe to put out. not like i can get into trouble anymore ;3.
my favorite part of the town was the fact that you could sit outside, out in the road practically, and it was totally normal. the cafes just spilled out into the streets and plazas and cars just drove farther away. very nice and clean, too. i don't think i ever saw any litter, even in slummier places.
most of the other students bonded more with their partners than i did, so that may have been my only problem with the home stay was that i was essentially staying with a stranger v.v
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
What I thought of Germany part 4
once we left dresden, we went to a little place called seiffen, a woodworking place full of quiant houses and the best tobaggon slide known to man.
we all went 2 times. then nerdbitch (this guy who thought he was super awesome cuz he'd been everywhere thrice and talked like a nerd and went to college full time since middle school. he read twilight the whole trip and im more than a little sure he was gay) had an allergic reaction to something and had to be taken to a hospital. >_> i lol'd even though tis terrible. in berlin he spent 5 hours wandering round a tiny lil place when we could have taken a bus and saved my poor bleeding feet. ill put that later if i get bored i spose....
ANYWAY, we went and meandered about the little open air museum type old town, bought some cool wood things... i got these two things called smokers. basically incense burners. the creation of the month was this family of dragons /)*3*(\ i wanted the scaredy one and the grandpa... but there was no more opas v.v so i got a mama dragon instead :3
for this one night we stayed at a jugendherberge that was actually an old CASTLE. SO. AWESOME.
4 room mates, we played i've never and i always, best part of the trip where i was around people >_>
we all went 2 times. then nerdbitch (this guy who thought he was super awesome cuz he'd been everywhere thrice and talked like a nerd and went to college full time since middle school. he read twilight the whole trip and im more than a little sure he was gay) had an allergic reaction to something and had to be taken to a hospital. >_> i lol'd even though tis terrible. in berlin he spent 5 hours wandering round a tiny lil place when we could have taken a bus and saved my poor bleeding feet. ill put that later if i get bored i spose....
ANYWAY, we went and meandered about the little open air museum type old town, bought some cool wood things... i got these two things called smokers. basically incense burners. the creation of the month was this family of dragons /)*3*(\ i wanted the scaredy one and the grandpa... but there was no more opas v.v so i got a mama dragon instead :3
for this one night we stayed at a jugendherberge that was actually an old CASTLE. SO. AWESOME.
4 room mates, we played i've never and i always, best part of the trip where i was around people >_>
What I thought of Germany part 3
the second week of being in germany....
the first half was Dresden. WAY FUCKING PRETTIER THAN BERLIN. we were there for 3 days only though QQ
on the way there we stopped in Morritzburg and got a ton of ginger bread ;3
first day in dresden we went to the Grunes Gwolbe, the best museum ive ever seen o3o
so many shiny jewles and victorian things.... QQ why couldnt I have been a victorian princess?
anyway..... we stayed in a really nice jugend herberge, where i got laughed at by scoff bitch because i had my own room due to a mix up. i would have preferred a room mate to feel less like an outcast but....whatever i got to chill and fart in my own room and generally slob it up without worry....sooo nice after the first week of trying to be perfect. >:C
the second day we went to poland and got a huge mess of pottery. I bought a bunch of plates, a teapot, some assorted little things for my family (tortoise and a cat thing). also some spoons but only 2 survived the airline e_e
we also went to the fifa US v korea soccor game, first sport id been to. was super awesome besides the huge lines and the HEAT QQ got a nice shirt though :3
that was also the day we went to the zwinger :3 very pretty place, wish we could have stayed for more than 10 mins e_e
the first half was Dresden. WAY FUCKING PRETTIER THAN BERLIN. we were there for 3 days only though QQ
on the way there we stopped in Morritzburg and got a ton of ginger bread ;3
first day in dresden we went to the Grunes Gwolbe, the best museum ive ever seen o3o
so many shiny jewles and victorian things.... QQ why couldnt I have been a victorian princess?
anyway..... we stayed in a really nice jugend herberge, where i got laughed at by scoff bitch because i had my own room due to a mix up. i would have preferred a room mate to feel less like an outcast but....whatever i got to chill and fart in my own room and generally slob it up without worry....sooo nice after the first week of trying to be perfect. >:C
the second day we went to poland and got a huge mess of pottery. I bought a bunch of plates, a teapot, some assorted little things for my family (tortoise and a cat thing). also some spoons but only 2 survived the airline e_e
we also went to the fifa US v korea soccor game, first sport id been to. was super awesome besides the huge lines and the HEAT QQ got a nice shirt though :3
that was also the day we went to the zwinger :3 very pretty place, wish we could have stayed for more than 10 mins e_e
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